The proof lies in front of my eyes right now. I do not know, whether these people are actually really full of themselves, or are they not that open to discuss issues or what... but the feeling of being let down by people you considered as close friends is really something out of this world.
I decided I'd let this feeling last something like 2 seconds ( or just a bit more, just to write this post), because its really not worth it. I really do not want to get this bad feeling "win".
I really believe that saying something is always better that being silent. It's my way of dealing with things. And arrogantly, I think its the best way. Silence can be interpreted in many ways.
But now. No regrets, only forgets.
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| "its a new dawn..." |
Lastly, I am deeply grateful to have found my true friends, in these difficult times. Thank you for listening to me, telling me what I need to hear or maybe sometimes, do not want to hear. Your advice and your experience are valuable. I hope you know, dear friends, how important you are to me.
And as lousy as this may sound, when everything is broken, you can either decide to rebuild everything as it was or take a chance at making this better. I opt for the second.
Hellu 2.0.
Its just me and the cats from now-on.
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